Its been a long time i came to this corner…….. a lot to talk about when i woke to pen something down – the mis yarning information minister of Nigeria who believed Jonathan Goodluck brought facebook to Nigeria, don’t know how to qualify the gaffe in terms of stupid,silly,uninformed, ill timed or all of the above, or my top 5 embarrassing moments – that would still surface in not too distant future, or my passion for listening to music – been on my mind for a while now, a review of the year about to end – went sooo fast with it’s ups and downs.
Its been one of those period for me when you can’t seem to find answers to load of questions…your down emotionally, drained physically and wonder whats going on….plans are falling apart like a park of card and you feel you’ve reached your limits. Every area you can think off seems soooo out of place – spiritually, its like God is far away and not concerned, Financially – bills flying in and soo many things to get and sooo little funds available or no fund at all, relationship – don’t lets even go there cause its always bottled feelings, no feelings, giving and never getting in return, broken promises, or drama avenue with part God knows what number in the horizon.
Sometimes i tend to blank and shut everything out……. sometimes i embrace the soothing relief of music………sometimes i try to say words of encouragement over and over again………..sometimes at night have shed those tears. sometimes it’s like a burden and too heavy to bear, a number of times its strain of frustration, despair and agony of loss.
At the end of the day……… its about who you want to be in life, what your striving for, your goals and objective. I’ve learnt to face and not shy away from them. they are issues that would make u stronger, be a better person if well handled. 2010 is almost out of the door, its a brand new year to look forward to. i would rise up and be strong, fergie’s music – big girls don’t cry just playing on my itunes (lol) what a coincidence. love u peeps